how is it
that something so important
in my life...
can just fade away like nothing

I'm not exactly sure what really happened
sure there was complications
but i thought it was all alright
this situation has got my head spinning

i know for sure that you meant a lot
you changed me
you've left a mark in my life
i mark that will never disappear

you were always there
i and know you still kinda are
but i cant find you
im not sure you want to be found by me

i've done bad so much
but you were still willing to help
and sometimes you would disagree
but that was only when i was wrong

you were right
your advice got me where i needed to go
you kept me going
and right now, my feet wont move without you

you were at ball
trying to help
and i wouldnt let you in
now, i would tell you anything, if it would make this better

you called me one night
cuz you were confused and lost
i tried to help as best as i could
you cried, and i could feel your tears drop

i understood you
we could talk with no hesitation
but now, it just feels different
and im so confused.

will it ever go back to how it was
i truly want to more then anything
no hesitation, no more tension,
please.

im so confused
but im definitely sure
that i want to be close like before
but the question is

do you ?

~ youngin'