going out to someone.. who i thought i would be able to turn to
when you just need someone to lean on..
i'll never look at you the same way.
and see those same eyes again ..
its like that guy i met in the beginning is a stranger
in a months time, there was nothing left of him
the stranger that i was falling for..
had evolved into someone i had never known.

its like it was all a game ..
just as soon as i opened up
and was actually willing to let you into my life
as the person i was man i was looking for

you shut me out and totally went cold.

how do you hold a girl, and look her in the eyes
and tell her she was the girl you've been waiting for
and out of now where, act like she doesnt even exsist
just becuz your going through hard times.

well, im telling you now.
you've let me down.
and i've waited long enough for you to come back
and catch me, and bring me up.

again, i fell for someone who just wasnt ready
and thats what you were. and still are
not ready.
and now, im not sure i'll ever be ready to ever see you again

at least how i used to.

you msged me yesterday,
acting like nothing was wrong.
which just made it worse..

m.raras, i dont know what happened to you.
hopefully you'll find yourself.. and maybe once you have
we'll talk again .
as for now. have a nice life..
~youngin'