i listen to this song.

pff, i dont think anyone can picture it as i do.memories. of.. just everything.
i dont really feel like talkin to anyone,

so, i suppose this is me just venting a bit.. just here.
i remember.. sitting on my couch.

crying.'
as i typed with rage.. humiliation, embarrassment.. and pain.

i told friend, basically every point of pain .. and hurt that i had.

i told her.. problems, i had and still have.

situations with family, and our past.

tears fell like nothing.

at the same time i felt some what good. i was letting it all out..

talking to someone..

i put trust and love into this friend.

i dont see her anymore.

and havent for the longest time.

then there was my other friend.

right off the bat, i could see i wanted to be close with her,

i wanted her to be my role model

i wanted to look up to her.

i basically told her everything as well.

i put so much trust and faith in her,

i started calling her my hope.

she could make me smile, and make me laugh.

make everything seem.. right.

i dont see her either.

these girls.

god knows.

id do anything for them.

people say that. but do they mean it sincerely? i do. and still do.

very first time i opened up to them,

and really decided.. youknow what.

they're as best as they come. and they mean alot to me.

was at St.Martin highschool.

we were sitting down, just the three of us.

i remember that night. like it was yesterday.
they both also put "the world was put on a hurting child" in their

personal messages on msn one night,

and believe they should remember what that night was,

for me.. probably one of my hardest.
anyways.

as i listen to this song.. over and over again.

i cant seem to stop remembering.

everything, every moment i remember with them,

it all runs thru my head. my memory.

fuck. i miss you both.

god knows,

these tears are seriously killin me now..

so i think ima stop.

anyways. thats all.

you girls are on my mind.

you have made a the greatest impact in my life.

thankyou.

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