yeah yeah, i didnt die.. im still here and very alive unfortunately.

i know i havent updated for.. a really LONG ASS time.

so yeah, i apologize people. got kinda hooked on Tumblr for a bit.

but i still love my blogspot, and i promised myself id still keep it and update it (Y)

so here i am, hello again .

uhm. lifes been pretty different i suppose from the last time you heard from me here.

somewhat same shit i guess you could say.. but still pretty different.

uhm, going to highschool like the next month an a bit, thats going to be interesting.

sorry if this post is pretty shit, gotta get back into the whole blogging thing. bare with me(Y)

i went to go visit 89 year old grandma, still amazing tho.

shes a great inspiration. i also have no idea why the fam agreed on putting

her into a old age home.. fcking nasty there.

and.. she looks so sad. i could just feel this wave of unhappiness when her eyes were set upon me..

im sorry lola, if i could do something, i would<3

i dont get it, she says it as her being in line for her time.

in line to leave.

shouldnt this be the PROPER time for her to be still in the house,

to be taking care of family members, and not stranger nurses ?

if her time is coming.. then why are we doing this to her ?

to be that unhappy in that environment during your time.. when you

can be taken care of and proper in your grandchildren's, or children's homes..

then why arent we keeping you there.. ugh.

i feel for the elderly.. realized that today.

please god, dont let me go to a place like that, dont let me be here in this beautiful world for that.

but i suppose, for now..

it is what it is.

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